I don't want to be fake.

If there is something I've learned in my lifetime, it's how I dislike fake people. People who put on a front who is not them. For me, as a Christian, this is especially true. I want my life to be an example of Christ and I don't want anyone to look at my life to see it as "oh he was just making it all up for his prestige." This is something I absolutely fear, that I might be viewed like that. A life in Christ is not about you, but about how you treat others. I think that's why I love the song "With Everything" by Hillsong United. Because it summarizes this feeling of giving everything, even if it's hard to do sometimes. It's a beautiful comparison to how I would like to view my life. I don't want to be fake, and hopefully with Christ's help, I won't be.

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